justicemuffins said: Oh gosh I get feelings like that all the time. Saying “It’ll pass” is really lame advice, but it will. You really don’t screw up as much as you think you do, trust me. It just feels that way. *pats*

That’s not lame advice, because I know you’re right because you know, I’ve been getting suicidal thoughts and such for a very, very, very long time and I know it will go away but it’s so tough to try to get through. Every time. Every damn time. UGH UGH UGH.

thanks for caring though. it really does mean a lot because I’m literally alone right now and it make it worse…

I’m not trying to be a drama queen or get lots of attention or anything, I swear. I regret bringing it up. I’m sorry, I’m really sorry.

I’m sorry. I really didn’t mean to freak anyone out I’m sorry. I just ugh. I just really want to die right now and I swear I won’t do anything stupid because I know if I just wait long enough I won’t want to die anymore but it’s really hard especially when I screw up all the time and just mess everything up and ughuhghguhguhg. I’m really sorry, I shouldn’t have said anything about it sorry, sorry, sorry.

  1. geniusbee said: N O NO
  2. doktah-what said: no!

Guys, I appreciate it but I screw everything up. okay? My life is a nightmare and people are worse off because I’m here. But like, don’t worry about me, I’m not going to do anything about it, I can’t do anything about it except sit here and wish I was dead, because I’m a human sack of shit, okay? And I guess I’m sorry I posted that because I don’t want anyone to worry about me. Sorry sorry sorry GOD I FUCKING ALWAYS SCREW EVERYONE UP.

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